I guess I’ve been giving myself some blogging holiday. Last I checked, it’s exactly 1 month since I did my last blog and I guess you can say I’ve been goofing off. Truth to be told, goofing off is hardly the word to describe my situation.

On the contrary, life has been so busy that I don’t know where to begin. Every day it seems my creativity for words has left me due to so much work that I was exhausted by the time I reach him. It seems that every time I tried going into writing a new post, creativity stuck me and I cannot proceed on further.

I guess stopping to blog for one month really give me the time to relax, to think about my life ahead, what I’ve been doing.

My company underwent some sizable reorganization and it seems it affected some other teams badly. Some colleagues would be relocated and others might actually lose their job. What happens if the same thing happens to me? Should I just become some futures broker? Maybe I should. Since blogging these days couldn’t earn me as much, I would think that would at least pay for my house and car.

Shit, I don’t know what to think these days. Already my job is robbing me of my creativity and my job insecurities as well? Shit. Let me get my train of thoughts together for the next post.